credibility

no words of mine will help you see the error of your ways...

i wanna peel...
off my layers for you.

cry.
laugh.
let go.

i want spontaneity mostly...
but i'd settle on happenstance.

to know that your love...
is as close as i'll ever come to knowing god...
i'm settling on atheism and making sure i never stray too far from your embrace.

i feel like a woman.
who's finally being loved the way she should.

i feel sexy.
like my body, mind, and heart are connected and healthy.

i am forgiveness.
i am enlightenment.
i am revolution.

and i am coming home...

cleaner than my departure.