Apr 8, 2006

Asleep in Silicone Valley

high heels little girl
make your legs long and thin
red rouge little girl
cheeks like tart apples
pink polish little girl
fingers like the lashes
fake lashes
butterfly kisses with fake lashes before you fuck me
because my ass looks SO good in heels
who can resist a 14 year old in booty shorts with a tank top
on that looks like a neglige?
her name was Peaches and she tasted like god
feet-dead skin grated off by an asian
hands-naked is not an option
yards of fake hair for you to pull as i scream "MORE MORE MORE!"
i hang up the phone quickly, so as not to give you time to say
"you should touch her like her father did"
sound advice from those who take too many drugs to be sound and those unafraid of the results of their advice
is plastic surgery available to those with a broken heart?
reconstructive surgery?
commiserate because i have courage which eludes this contradiction
there will never bea better time to tell your family, friends, and significant others, that you love them
because they may lose life or limb, trying to be something they are not
trying to make others believe they aren't themselves, but someone you've come to immortalize
we can't stand up to that
i can't be gisele or pamela or even the jessicas
i come closer to jessica tandy
i'm a rugged child growing up into a rugged woman
but finally comfortable
wearing that pattern proudly
and not needing to hide behind a face and body
that isn't mine