i seem to have all of these passive guys in my life. all the guys that want me to make the first move. do all the work.
remind myself that chivalry is fucking dead and buried.
if i could even find someone that feigned interest, it would satisfy me more than how shit's going now.
my bed is cold and empty. i haven't been touched in months. no one kissed me for new years. or christmas. and i will spend yet another valentine's day alone. not doin' shit.
most of the time, i can't even masturbate without feeling rejected, and disillusioned.
i'm gonna go take a cold shower...and remember how timing...is everything