no words of mine will help you see the error of your ways...
i wanna peel...
off my layers for you.
i want spontaneity mostly...
but i'd settle on happenstance.
to know that your love...
is as close as i'll ever come to knowing god...
i'm settling on atheism and making sure i never stray too far from your embrace.
i feel like a woman.
who's finally being loved the way she should.
i feel sexy.
like my body, mind, and heart are connected and healthy.
i am forgiveness.
i am enlightenment.
i am revolution.
and i am coming home...
cleaner than my departure.